Seemed like a good time as any to toss out a few cards and see what kinds of reflection they trigger within me. Being in the place where I expect to experience massive amounts of change, it seems like a good idea to get as much advice as possible from the Universe at large. Day Two in however many days that I end up doing this for the purposes of self-reflection. Today, I elected to do a status check on my mind, body, and spirit; a “Where am I at?”
Three Cards Spread | Subject: Status check
My mind (X Pentacles)
Things are starting to come together; the pieces are all there and I may need help organizing those things, but success is on the horizon. My mind starts to turn towards caring for others and I am compelled to sharing whatever wealth (material or otherwise) I uncover in the coming weeks and days. My mind will play a role in being involved with something bigger, something which is part of the legacy of my ancestors.
My body (VI The Lovers, reversed)
I need to honor and accept who and what I am; to love and respect who that person is and realize the value I offer as a person. I should seek to leverage my self-care to align my “Highest Good”. View things in terms of finding my inner union, rather than looking for external forces acting upon me; the war is with myself — these are inner conflicts and disharmonies. Focus more on personal beliefs and values to make better choices moving forward.
My spirit (XV The Devil, reversed)
I may be on the verge of a “break-through or an up-levelling”, but I need to let go of unhealthy attachments that hold me back. It is time to deal with my shadows: specifically, addictions and unhealthy relationships. Dealing with the shadows is essential before I am able to move forward. Part of this may include directly addressing inner fears and anxieties, freeing myself from the bondage of limiting beliefs and unhealthy attachments. Time for me to eliminate those things I know to be harmful to me.
At this time, I may be heading into those deepest, darkest recesses of my being to confront my innermost shadows to either release them, or integrate them. This darkness may trigger anxiety or depression, or I may have a hard time understanding the dark thoughts which evolve during this time. Talking about these dark shadows may help with a trusted individual may help with relief from the anxiety or depression evolving from those places. Acceptance, forgiveness, and detachment will serve my spirit well during the coming days.
Note: Biddy Tarot is my resource for understanding the card meaning. Different references may result in a different interpretation of the cards.